Dialogue between mind and brush (1)

What do you do to avoid "feeling"?

My mind told me today : " white brought up memories and feelings last week, maybe that is enough; try some other colour today." I started with some meaningless black circles; yet white is still calling. I started a few white dots--But a big "accident" happened right there and then: unknowingly, my knee pressed on a tube of white colour and squeezed half of it out on the floor....Forget about "enoughness", just go with white!

White comets, white splashes, everywhere .... a white mysterious "glaze" appear. A mysterious starry winter arrives....Again I am in that "effortless" flow....

Take it way slower when we start painting, noticing what inner dialogues are happening, what we are resisting......